The Stranger In Me !!

In the deepest caverns of my heart, in the furthest corners of my mind,
There lies a companion, a guarding presence,
A formless friend,
A stranger in me.

He wakes me up at dawn, He tired me by dusk,
He makes me feel hungry when my body needs food,
He controls me, in every thought of mind, in every action of body ;
He is within me, but without as well. Truly,
A stranger in me.

He guides me through all walks of life, be it bright or bleak.
Like a caring mother, nourishes my soul when situations turn bitter.
Like a strict father, chides me when i divert from the path of morals,
Like a true friend, praises me when I excel.
How many roles does this thin enigmatic presence play? I am grateful that I have,
The stranger in me.

He has no likes, nor dislikes;
He is neither cold, nor warm;
He wants nothing of mine, but he sustains me
He is perfect, the kind of perfect that humans quest for.
He is the one who remains awake after I sleep, He is
The stranger in me.

He pulls the strings of my life,
Judges my every action;
He patiently listens to all my sorrows,
And offers soothing consolation.
He knows all about me, But I know very little about Him;
Truly strange,is he not?
The stranger in me.

All have a stranger in them, a twist in the plane of logic,
Who feds their souls, fuels their passions,
And in accordance to situations, offers reactions.
Many people, like me, endeavour to find Him.
Scientists want to quantify Him, Philosophers want to realize Him;
But after deep thought and retrospect.
It dawned on me that the Stranger, is no stranger at all.
He is the one who makes me unique, sets me apart from all else.
He is the one who governs my thoughts, and makes me listen to what it tells.
This might be absurd, as it makes no sense to me too,
But if I look deep inside, deeper than the cloudy veil of thoughts and emotions,
I found the core essence of my being, and realized that,
The stranger in me.

Beyond Comprehension.......

No one hears me, understands me

I speak in silence

hoping that someone will see my words, my message

hoping to find love, it has arrived so divine.

I wish for a stronger, better life

filled with everlasting touch

I dream the future, but hold the past

My body is brimmed with so many confusions.

Am I really here experiencing fullness?

I must be, the pain is so real

the hurt I feel could never be imagined

but I will pull through into greatness

and destroy whatever faces into me.

As I struggle I will fight until the end

Whenever it may come

No one hears me, understands me
I speak in silence
hoping that someone will see my words, my message
hoping to find love, it has arrived so divine
I wish for a stronger, better life
filled with everlasting touch
I dream the future, but hold the past
My body is brimmed with so many confusions
Am I really here experiencing fullness?
I must be, the pain is so real
the hurt I feel could never be imagined
but I will pull through into greatness
and destroy whatever faces into me
As I struggle I will fight until the end
Whenever it may come

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No one hears me, understands me
I speak in silence
hoping that someone will see my words, my message
hoping to find love, it has arrived so divine
I wish for a stronger, better life
filled with everlasting touch
I dream the future, but hold the past
My body is brimmed with so many confusions
Am I really here experiencing fullness?
I must be, the pain is so real
the hurt I feel could never be imagined
but I will pull through into greatness
and destroy whatever faces into me
As I struggle I will fight until the end
Whenever it may come

Read more at: http://www.netpoets.com/poems/depress/1230001.htm © netpoets.com

A Unique Lyf of Teens!!

Awesomest , Coolest , Funkiest,

Is what a teen life is!!

Lost in their own world of craziness,

Not a care in this world.

Laptops , I-pods , Phones,

Completes their fantasy world!!

Facebook , Whatsapp ,social sites,

Is what they are really addicted to.

Without them their day doesn’t seem to end.

Photography is an inset drug,

Pose for a selfie , Pose for a click.

Is what every teen strives to do,

Whenever and wherever they are.

Girls always want to look thin and tall,

And try out with pencil heels and funky shoes.

On the other hand boys with less choices,

Always want to be fit and strong.

Relationships, Break-Ups, Crushes,

Is very common in teen‘s life.

Their equation of life is a complex one,

Love, Laugh, Live, etc, etc….They have so much to sought!!

When I spoke to myself..

When I talked to myself,
I found my inner self,
Who was at peace,
Because of the world, It didn't miss!

Finding happiness,
Is what I realized,
Living for the world,
Is not your hold.

It is what I was told
By the inner self of me
Whom I hadn't found
Till I spoke to myself.

Life was a like a gem thereafter,
World seemed a happier place
Sadness didn't find its trace,
Never through my life case.

A Women in her !!!!.....Salute to "Bharat Ki Rani"

The woman in her as Rani Laxmi Bai

Proved her spirits aiming very high!

Not for pleasure of the throne,

But her son as heir, in mind borne!

As Rani of Jhansi, she marched along

 With her trained men and women who belonged!

To her faith and for their right,

This brave army fearlessly put up a fight!

Proclaiming her Jhansi she’d not be surrender,

She faced the invaders like a thunder!

To end the British force in power,

The Rani of Jhansi unveiled her cover!

She called the rest of her fighters for freedom,

To start an uprising for the kingdom!

The little “Manu” emerged as warrior “Rani”,

Unbashed by her life full of agony!!

The nineteenth century saw this heroic best,

Though her defeat was an unfortunate test!

The Rani’s effort in the Indian revolution,

Marks as a pride of her contribution!

A woman is worthy, I pronounce, O Rani!

A wow to gather up your valour, O Rani!!

The Unspoken Truth

Have you ever wondered
The words that you muttered,
How hurtful they were
Which you told without a care!

The person listening to you
How he might have felt,
But just let it go
Like an ice cube melt!

There are times, most times
When you don't realize,
What you have said, &
Move on like nothing happened!

Sometimes you are corrected
Explained & narrated,
What you have just told
But you don't get an instant hold!

When you sit alone thinking
About the words you spoke,
You realize your poke
And just sit there blinking!

This is the unspoken truth
that people don't react,
to what you say, just because
they respect you, &
Expect the same from you!

Just the next time
When you speak,
think twice, &
Remember THE UNSPOKEN TRUTH!

Mother Teresa's Advice !!

This poem was written by Mother Teresa and is engraved on the wall of her home for children in Kolkata.

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centred; forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies; succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years in building,, someone could destroy overnight; build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; give the world the best you have got anyway.

You see in the final analysis, it is between you and god.


                                                                                       ...................Truly aspiring !!!!

What I live for!!!

I live for those who love me,
Whose hearts are kind and true;
For the heaven that smiles above me,
And awaits my spirit too.

For all the relations that bind me,
For the task by God assigned to me,
And the good that I can do.

I live to hold a communion,
With all that is divine;
To feel there is a union,
And fix Nature's heat and mine.

To profit by affliction,
Grow wiser from conviction;
And fulfil God's grand design,
The task I can never resign.

I live for those who love me,
And for those who know me true;
For the heaven that smiles above me,
And awaits my spirit too.

For the cause that lacks assistance,
For the wrong that needs resistance;
For the future I wait for in the distance,
And the good that I can do.

.............Is the reason; for what, I live.......

The First Step..!!

To take the first step is a frightening thing,
To face the unknown uncertainty it brings.
But like the child who is tired to crawl,
The first step is the most important of all.

It expands your horizons; you can see a new light;
The joy of discovery is taking flight.
The first step you take will open all doors,
To see yourself as you have seen you before.

And like the child who gives it is all,
Sometimes he falters; he will teeter and fall.
But strong arms are there to catch him,
And they stand him back to start walking again.

Yes, the first step is the big one, the most important of all,
But I will be there to catch you, should you teeter and fall.
We will set out sights forward, grit our teeth and walk on,
When we see the road ending, we will break into a run.

I will love you, I will help you, all the way through,
How to take the first step, well that's all up to you.

Women....!!!!!

Women! You are radiant as fire,
Lady! Thou are the smell of desire,
Thou resemble the timbre of perfection,
Your glance is full of intoxication.

Porcelain skin, hair entwined with passion,
You can start wars and begin an aggression.
As impenetrable as the deep azure;
They think you are heavenly, I'm sure.

Somebody's mother, thou somebody's child,
For some you are etheral, yet also wild.
Women you have confiscated my attention,
What are you made of? My sole complication!

Does the blossom on you come from sanguine?
Where do you get from that nimbus of shine?
You have been chased since the birth of history,
But we don't want to solve 'The sweetest Mystery.'

The 21st Century Fall...

Everyday the horizon lights up gleamingly blue
Will it remain forever is never known by you.
There's joy and happiness everywhere,you see
In humans, animals, birds and tree.

In buildings, offices, restaurants everywhere
People are busy in work here and there.
But you don't know what will happen next
And it is not ours but God's behest.

We are here just to stay
For whatever we do have to pay.
The times are changing, the reason is us
Everything in life has become so ardous.

Now destruction, degradation and crimes prevail
The test of humanity we did fail.
As you walk down the streets
It's so lonely, it gives you the creeps.

Please someone clean up the city
And take on us some pity.
So that we can easily survive
And we don't have to mournfully strive.

For fresh air, buildings and food
That once in this world stood.
We have to save our nature
If we want to save our future.

For what about all the things we are to lose
That we have between life and death to choose.
Or what if you will see the last things of all
Yes, It will be the 21st century fall.

Success!!

If one wishes to achieve success,
One must measure the extent of his madness.

Since madness is the outcome of passion,
First distinguish passion from madness.

If you are average, don't worry, work hard,
Most of all what is required is a passion for work.

Set your goal, but don't make haste,
Meditate upon your goal, so your efforts won't waste.

You should also have a fierce desire to win,
So keep going and throw distractions in the bin.

Planning and working hard is in your hands,
Rest is prayer, "O God grant me success!"

Study Mania!!

History, Geography, science and Maths,
Give us no time to relax!
Study here and study there
Study will make me much fair!

Energy, motion, force and heat
Physics give us a mental beat
Acids, bases, salts and compound.
Chemistry gives us a puzzling sound.

One's defeat, others victory.
There is nothing else in history!
Tangents and cosecants,
Solving them my patience is gone.

Then, My exam days come near,
And I am full of fear
The tension grows bigger,
And my face becomes smaller.

I play the whole year long,
And just keep wandering around.
But when exams are near,
My nerves become numb.

Oh God!!...
I wish this was easier like
Playing and singing all day!!


 

Because You Are My Friend..!!!

Because you are my friend,
My life is enriched in a myriad of ways.
Like a cool breeze on a sweltering day,
Like a ray of sunshine parting glowering clouds.
You lift me up in good times,
We soar like weightless balloons,
Over neon rainbows.
In bad times you are soothing balm,
For my pummeled soul.
I learn so much from you,
You help me see old things in new ways.
I wonder if you are aware,
Of the bright seeds you are sowing in me.
I am better person for knowing you,
So that everyone i interact with
Is touched by your good effect on me.
You relax, refresh and renew me,
Your bounteous heart envelops me..
In joy and love and peace,
May your life be filled
With dazzling blessings.
Just as I am blessed
By being your friend.

Decisions!!!!!

Teens are like unpolished rocks,
They are like the raw clay unshaped,
Yet to be moulded and shaped..
And be created into beautiful structures.

But there are teens,
Who do not want to accept the fact that,
They are still not the right decision makers,
And feel that they have grown up,
To make tough and complex decisions of life.

Once they feel that they have been trapped,
And are unable to find a solution...
Start to curse their foolishness..
By not accepting the true fact that,
they aren't still the right decision makers..

They feel parents advice have no value,
But never realize that its their experience which talks...

Life is full of making decisions...
The decisions made during your life,
Will take you down many paths...
And will decide your future....

So make decisions by the experiences,
Your well-wishers have....

That Moment When I See You Being With Him!

Thats when you see me bothered,
Running all alone down the street,
And my heart, she you shattered,
You dont see it cause its him you are about to greet.

The rose petals now are falling,
Just to get crushed under my feet,
Somehow, someday you forgot, is my feeling,
About me, our time spent and your treats

Yes, I expected your continuous calls , I m fed
But they are hung up, cause I m in thought , sad
Am I in or over your head!
Or are you out there to get somebody else instead?

With all left of me I speak to you and say,
Ghost in our relationship?  What do you even call it today?
You bring me from smiling to constant tears,
You make it even hard to hum your name, you pierce
My heart. What did I do wrong? Did I come in too strong?bueller?
And I end this conversation in 2 mins with no hello.

With laughter and fake smiles you greet him,
"Are you all right? Let us get you something",
He says, and holds your hand, lights go dim,
And your cheek is on his heart, his love a dumb thing

His hug could never make you feel comfortable,
But im calming myself down , uncontrollable.
Telling myself maybe you deserve more,
Maybe I was possessive,  maybe I think too sore,
Maybe its my loss, you have made a pore.

That day I decide no more trust,
And convince myself it couldnt be a misunderstanding,
Still thinking, he was just a friend, brother , but its over.
I cant inure myself , to get back to you.
Foofaraw! You cant blame me for our 'The End'.

You cant demur me, you are being virulent to me,
I go back to my old dreams, dreaming of a thing,
Am talking," I dont want you no more, end of discussion",
When you regret my name you will mention,
Unauthorised, invalid user, Men at work ... lady,
This is what you'll get if you come seekin my help for your tension.

Scholar !!!

I would love to be a scholar,
And raise my white stiff collar.
My dream is to be the best in all classes.
And read books with big fat glasses.
Exams, I never fear,
And smile when results are near.

Till midnight my lamp I burn,
And neighbors know how much I learn
Such a dream I see ,
A scholar I wish to be !!

This is another side of teens,
For whom studies is the only way.
They try very hard,
To be the best of all!!

War

Enthusiasm of bloodthirsty led war
in which harmony was hurled away far,
Countrymen became the prey of bloodshed,
and whole land covered with their bodies
dead,
Women’s wailings and children’s cries of pain
remembered the glory of their dead men,
Troops behind walls shooted till their lives last
against the foe stepping towards them fast,
Noise of firing bullets,cannons around
let the hopes of people in borders bound,
And even the people for their life begged,
Although the king fought for their self-respect,
And when everything got mixed in the land
Nobody was existed till the end.

"Coming Home"

The war has come to an end
It's the time to return to our land,
Scent of the fields miles away, I feel
Wounds of my body start then to heal;
Years passed since I saw you,Mom!
Your soldier's now coming home;

Friends,wish you all "Bon Voyage"!
With me,you all stood with courage,
Bravely,you all fought till the last
Our country's slavery is now the past;
These eyes longed to see the dawn
The soldier's now coming home;

But,the battle if calls me again
To save my country's name,
As to set the battle-field in fire
This fighter will never retire;
Till the last,I'll face the storm
And the soldier'll be coming home.

CROWDY MESS

Crowdy mess, but organized,

Sad faces, but satisfied,

Loose bodies, but running,

Comfortable seat, but tiring,

White board, but black,

Shining lights, but dark,

Loud chatter, but low,

Fast life, but slow,

Shrewd people, but nice,

Fools around, but wise,

Web of wires, but straight,

Early to reach, but late,

Fresh minds, but old,

New stories, but told,

Old tech, but new,

Good opportunity, but few,

Pile of bags, but separate,

Beautiful minds, but desperate,

Sun overhead, but nice weather,

Alone in crowd, but together!!!